The-Crescendoll

To this day it was never easy being me Just wish that I could stop all of my feelings But that looks like that shit it ain't happening And now I'm face with more reckonings Seems like everyone is coming to get me But what bothers me is that ya'll still breathing Now here I am trying to get away Then their is always something making me stay Then here I feel alone even though I'm really not It's just something that I can't seem to get over There is something bright here But I don't think I'm meant for it. Not like I can yell at it and say "Stop!" Well you guys are existing to this day and I gotta say that it isn't really helping The ones wh

A lot like you..... Thought I'd love like you. Then I am bad But we do it all again and were just one piece of anything,everywhere,without no fear of the worst. Since nobody can ever love like you. It's all coming back.....But it's still gone. Never knew how long till its through But to see they way you do it just means I'm just being prude Though nobody can ever love like you...... No one ever...like you No-Like -youu..

In such a blank world it's hard to imagine. We aren't here but we see each other- And somehow we never drifted further. Tell me what's your dream though? Feeling that I known you before we were born. But somehow, we were lost in the stars. Yet I seen you in my dreams And you never changed. It always let me know he wasn't far. You're gold The breed of the stars The spawn of the comets A supernova of the stars. Yet you shine as bright as the sun ever could. Or ever would if the cosmos grew dark. Listening to earths sounds. Hearing all the moons calls. Breathing the cosmos day by day Know that I'm staring at the one who never got away. And I

Being so numb to the world so long and now it don't feel like it hurt. It's been to long stuck down in here, so now living is just light work. I'm always being cornered, stuck in my own black box. Now when I voice my feelings,nobody gives me first thought. They say" Say how you feel" but when I do it ain't real, then Say "how was you day?"- Then when I talk it's led all astray like i'm just bluffing because I'm lying, because I'm faking so They don't listen to what she saying, since she don't matter, and her fault for not caring! So FUCK IT. I rather hide because I know my mind And yet I'm classified as" Not trying!" You all lied saying

WHY Why can't I just be that Lie? Why am I even alive? It's hurting the fact that I continue to try No reason, never believed in. anyone or anything. But being forced to live in my existence.. especially when I have no reason. She's always forced, saying to GO GO GO But she always in the NO NO NO Asking nothing but WHY WHY WHY But yelled with the BYE BYE BYE They don't get it...no one does. Saying she's being stupid-never getting any luck But all she thinks is "Fuck". You wanna know why? Do you know why she crying? Its being made to Apologize... Hey!! - This girl hella stupid.. feel me? She never sees a reason, for the world to be conti

This life is a wrong stride A place where I can't hide A path where I think that I can die See I'm not, or was, or even should I may be But there's parts of me, that will run into the fire like this machine. See, here I am the greatest But there I'm just fading to nothing But I'm something even with me fronting It's like I'm locked in a box No key, no air JUST LOCKED WITH MY THOUGHTS I still know I'm the greatest, though all my colors still changing. Am I alive? hmm debating. The more I think, the more it gets scary. I was a rainbow. Red, blue, Green and White, but I got lost again by night. See its our minds that make us cry. Yet were sti

This.... This isn't something that I'm used too. Not something I wanted too. Not something I wished for either. Wish I can just go and fly higher. Maybe where things were made of fire,.... or stones... or coal.. Where my heart can sit on a throne....wish. See i'm thinking, and wishing that I can hear about what the stars could be saying.   I just Wish i can hear what they think, Universe in sync, a path where I'm not meant to sink. My heart stays shattering.... Its called useless muttering But then again thats normal.. To this point its formal. Yet I'm not understandable. How am I still stable? How are we still able? Why is it that at m